I feel like writing, yet... I don't. Know what I mean?

Matt has been coming by my apartment frequently lately, so finally on Tuesday I told him quite literally that it's over and he has no chance with me.
He got teary-eyed and left, I sent him off with a hug and a CD I thought he would like.

I still feel like a cold hearted bitch. It's hard... this stuff.

On the other hand my feelings for Ben are getting stronger all the time, yet his anxiety keeps him from being able to see me. Which is frustrating to say the least. I am not a patient person, but I'm trying.

School is going OK, as always. My grades are in the B range so... that's acceptable I guess. The only classes I actually like are physical anth, and cultural geography. The rest are boring.

Money still sucks I'm having the hardest time finding a job out here. Since it's a college town I'm not the only one out there searching so the competition is rough. This weekend sometime I think I am going to go out to some of the smaller towns around Denton and apply at random places there. My loans still haven't come in and things are getting really tight. I really hope this all works out.

And in my abundance of free time (since potential employers keep evading me) I have been watching TV, playing with my new kitten, reading poetry books from the library, and eating ramen noodles wishing they were a 3 course steak dinner.

Nice pic of the kitty~! XD
» worldangel on 2007-10-12 02:21:21

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